Being grateful for muscle soreness.
+ there's slightest chance to consider goig back to be a little more spiritual. Just a tiny one.
- چهارشنبه ۱۳ مهر ۰۱
there is a wall. There always has been. Like a mental/brain fog that's never gonna fade away.
there is wall, between me and who I've wanted to be, who I could be.
there's a wall to go down.
- سه شنبه ۵ مهر ۰۱
I just feel devastated
Absolutely shattered and sick to my gut and bones
What a f misery
- يكشنبه ۲۷ شهریور ۰۱
"پشت نکن فریاد نزن
از خویش مران
عیشمان برهم نزن!"
با خواهش و غم میبافت بهم
کلمات را، سایهی شوم من
...
پ.ن: کاملش نکردم هنوز.
- شنبه ۲۶ شهریور ۰۱
I spent a few hours to just think about my life
No fucking music no eating no any other bullshit
Just me, pen and paper
.Probably best hours of this week for me
- شنبه ۱۹ شهریور ۰۱
I actually can't rely or tap into (good)aggression especially in physical domain
Instead it's more likeable to me to dive deeper into areas that resemble elegance and dignity. And well that's actually my thing. It just suit my characteristics better.
Although that doesn't mean it's a good idea to avoid/ignore my weaknesses.
- دوشنبه ۱۴ شهریور ۰۱